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Jesper Fahey ([personal profile] itookashot) wrote2022-01-31 12:16 pm

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cw reference to past sexual abuse

[personal profile] ancunin 2024-05-26 09:02 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Astarion is perhaps less comfortable with that sexual history than he was in their fake reality, so it's for the best that they aren't in person right now for that invitation. It has nothing to do with Jesper personally, at least, he was quite wonderful - and Astarion had genuinely enjoyed him. More than he'd enjoyed sex in a very long time. Where that leaves him now, though, and what expectations others have of him... ]

It has been a challenge of sorts. Going back to such a strict diet is taking some getting used to again...

[ A strict blood only diet. Minus the bloodwine from Nocwich, but he can't live off of that. ]
Edited 2024-05-26 21:03 (UTC)
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[personal profile] kobes 2024-05-28 12:19 am (UTC)(link)
Maybe there'd been more shyness about how quickly he'd gotten turned on back at the beginning -- some denial, more blushing, like Jesper couldn't feel how wet he already was. But now Koby is much more focused on making up for lost time, on the delicious sensation of Jesper finally, finally getting inside him, the movement so familiar it's like breathing.

So there's only the slightest bit of a blush, like a flare of starlight across Koby's cheeks, nuzzling closer and remembering to breathe, ragged and shuddery. "Have you seen yourself lately?" he teases back, amidst a hitch of his breath and a shiver down his spine at that first rolling, rocking movement. "We're lucky we made it back here."

There's a faintly smug, triumphant look on Koby's face when Jesper swears, when he rests their foreheads together. Confidence had grown slowly over the centuries, but oh, it was certainly present now. Koby strokes a stardusty fingertip over the smooth, sharp contour of Jesper's cheek, rocks his own hips upwards in that way he's learned most of his lovers enjoy. "Prove it." There's a challenge there, bright as starstuff. Koby only looks fragile, after all -- when it comes to getting tangled up in someone's bedsheets, he tends to like things a little rougher.
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[personal profile] ancunin 2024-05-29 11:22 pm (UTC)(link)
That would be lovely, actually.

[ He likes to spread his meals out between multiple humanoids, so he's never relying just on one person. So, he won't turn Jesper down for that offer, especially since he seems to understand Astarion's particular hang ups. Normally, seeing someone put it so plainly might make him bristle, but after their time together he knows the young man means no harm.

There's a SLIGHT pause after he reads the next part, though - ]


You woke up with what?

[ ?? ]
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[personal profile] ancunin 2024-05-29 11:34 pm (UTC)(link)
I see

Well

I suggest learning a minor glamour spell. As proud as I am of MY heritage, I get the sense that the Fey are NOT entirely well-received everywhere in this realm.
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[personal profile] ancunin 2024-05-29 11:48 pm (UTC)(link)
I suppose I should count my blessings that it didn't impose anything on me.

Though, it could be worse.


[ Imagine a donkey tail instead. ]
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a week post au

[personal profile] ordinar 2024-05-31 07:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Can I come see you?
ordinar: (♛ 031)

[personal profile] ordinar 2024-06-01 02:51 am (UTC)(link)
Ok.
[And to give a little context before he dumps himself on Jesper:]
Kelson's gone.
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[personal profile] kobes 2024-06-02 02:06 am (UTC)(link)
"Ten whole minutes," Koby corrects breathlessly, grinning, giving off starlight like a damned lightbulb, radiating so much warmth and light that a mortal would have to shield their gaze. But Jesper isn't mortal -- neither of them are, and it's a gift Koby's constantly grateful for, because there's no recoiling when he reaches up to trace silvery stardust over Jesper's smooth cheekbones, the lines of his face. Koby can kiss him a thousand times and never leave him singed or coughing up starstuff.

So he does, legs curling around Jesper's waist, body shuddering deliciously with the familiar intensifying speed -- Koby hadn't been much for stamina, at the beginning, but after centuries, he's gotten quite good at riding the waves of pleasure without tipping over the edge. Then again, this is Jesper, god of love and beauty here. Much as Koby doesn't want things to end too quickly, he knows he'll never win in a test of his will against Jesper's magic.

So he lets it go, kisses Jesper again and again, between shuddery, panting breaths, hands slipping down his (beautiful, perfect) back, nails digging in just a bit. "I-I don't scratch," he huffs, clearly untrue, because he's scratching right then, at the dizzying swell of pleasure from how deep Jesper's thrusts are. A shivering, almost-moan, Koby's eyes squeezing shut for a moment, nails biting in deeper, deeper, as he manages, unnecessarily: "Right -- there, don't stop--"
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[personal profile] ordinar 2024-06-05 01:14 am (UTC)(link)
"Hey," is all Wilhelm can muster to announce himself as he shuffles through Jesper's door. He forces a quick upturn of his lips, but it can't really be called a smile. He hasn't put much thought into his outfit, just a hoodie and some sweatpants, the sort of thing you wear when you don't feel like going anywhere or doing anything.

If there's a measure of distance gathered stiffly around him when he joins Jesper on the couch, it's because he's remembering what they were in that imaginary life. Not friends who fool around, but serious lovers. He was in love with Jesper. Now that he's back to his regular old self, he doesn't know what to feel. He may have forgotten Kelson, and he might have already been gone, but it still feels like a betrayal, a promise broken.

Truthfully, he had avoided calling on Jesper until now because even though he knows he's one of the best friends he's got, and he's always propped Wilhelm up when he needed it the most, his head and heart are just unruly messes spilling everywhere. So, he sits with his knees pulled to his chest and doesn't know where to begin.
Edited 2024-06-05 01:38 (UTC)
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[personal profile] ordinar 2024-06-09 04:29 am (UTC)(link)
His shoulders sag as Jesper soothes his back. Wilhelm fidgets with one of the hoodie strings, twisting it around his finger. Every time he talks about it, it feels like he's digging new holes in his heart, nails scraping deeper, red and raw, but he doesn't know how to bury the hurt either.

"I didn't even remember him until I woke up." His voice treads quietly, weary and defeated. "I don't even remember the last thing I said to him, or the last thing he said to me."

Half because his brain is fried by centuries of fake memories, half because it was probably something mundane, something wholly inadequate to what Kelson meant to him. He didn't know it was the last time. He doesn't know if Kelson even knew how fiercely he loved him, how badly he wanted to help him find a life he could actually be happy with. He thought they'd have more time.
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[personal profile] ordinar 2024-06-10 09:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Jesper's hands belong on his body, and his body belongs to Jesper's hands. The paths his touch travels over his skin are so familiar as to become second nature, like lungs absorbing air or heart pumping blood, but it has the effect of an electric current zipping through Wilhelm. He lets go of Jesper to flick open the buttons of his vest and give him an easier time of teasing. As Jesper's touch slopes down his belly, the silk lies coolly against his alert nipples in the absence of those hungry hands.

All sweltering sighs and low fluttering lashes, he gyrates against Jesper. One hand, matching the loop of Jesper's arm around his waist, holds onto his knuckles; the other rises to tangle in his curly hair, keeping him close. In his lover's grasp, his cock swells to fullness fast, as if following the tilting tempo of the music. Jesper is getting hard too — he can feel him against his ass, heat exhaling through all the layers of their clothing.

"Against the tree," his answer slips out on a sigh.

The tree that served as a backdrop to the brides' vows has several boughs that nearly brush the ground to create a shady canopy, but it's not cover that Wilhelm has in mind—

"You'll want something to hold onto."
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[personal profile] ordinar 2024-06-11 09:12 pm (UTC)(link)
He still remembers the last thing he ever said to Erik. You're being annoying. Bye. His brother had been teasing him for wanting to stay down at school for the weekend — he'd guessed, correctly, that the real reason for Wilhelm's change in plans was that he found someone he liked. Why are you sulking in your room if you have a crush to hang out with? The next day, Erik was dead.

It was an ordinary thing, that last conversation, made precious by the fact that he would never get to talk to his brother again. So he holds onto what he can remember of Erik's voice on the other end of the phone, just as he hoards every other piece of him, like his blood and bones and every breath are a shrine.

Just as he's now trying to collect all the pieces of Kelson he can. At the question, Wilhelm takes in a shaky breath. He winds the hoodie string tighter around his fingers.

"He was king. He became king at a stupidly young age, he didn't even have a chance to really become a person first. And he...he cares about his people, I know he does. He wants to do a good job, but—"

His words buckle, and the full weight of his sadness crashes through.

"He shouldn't have to sacrifice his own happiness for that. He didn't think it mattered what he wanted, but it does. It fucking does."

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