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[itookashot]

We'll be back with the others soon. We'll have all the drinks after.

Is Jo with you? Castiel?

[outwear]

We're together, yeah.
We're all still processing.
I'm worries one of them
is going to run off to rage.

[itookashot]

Castiel must be fucked up from the pit anyway, maybe see if you can get Jo to focus by looking after him while he heals? If it's framed like it would be what Dean would want, she might.

[outwear]

She'd see right through it.
At least the two of them
seem to be holding onto
each other for the moment.
If they get into trouble
it'll be the both of them.

[itookashot]

Well you can always tell them the truth. That you're handling your grief as best as you can and you'd really appreciate it if they kept it together for you too. Because none of you need more shit to go wrong right now.

[outwear]

Yeah, that's not how
we do things, sadly.
I wish it was, but...
You know how goes.

[itookashot]

Sorry, mate, wish I was there. I could just make the two of them pass out and save you the effort.

[outwear]

If it doesn't help them
maybe it would help me.
I keep thinking that
I could have done more.
But I know that's the
exhaustion and grief.
The urge to fight has
been dogging me all day.

[itookashot]

There's no way to logic out of a feeling like guilt.

Maybe you and Jo should spar. Might sound crazy considering everything, but you both have to get it out some way.

[outwear]

I might have to do that.
Thanks for the advice.
I'll catch you soon
and we'll get that drink.

[itookashot]

Take care, Sam. I'll see you when we get this lot back. And again. I'm sorry about Dean.