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Jesper Fahey ([personal profile] itookashot) wrote2022-01-31 12:16 pm

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[personal profile] blackeyedprince 2023-02-05 03:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Power is a strange thing. Kell's life situation has been complicated enough that he both had it and hadn't. Had almost infinite power of an Antari to do with his magic whatever he wanted. Had no say about the way his life went, all decisions already made for him by people who had use for him, but not enough interest in what he thinks about all this. He was allowed opinions on things of little importance, but barred from having ones on anything that mattered. No wonder it left him confused about his own wants and needs. No wonder aggression feels only justified in very few, very specific situations. And it feels deeply wrong whenever he wants to use force for pleasure.

So it feels all the more revelatory when Jesper so calmly presents him with a completely different perspective. One that's bound only by their mutual agreement of what's acceptable and what's not. With no judgement, no condemnation of the less than savoury urges, as long as they are enthusiastically accepted by the other party. And clearly they are. It's obvious from the way Jesper whines and pouts when Kell pulls out of him, stretching underneath with clear intent to goad him right back in. So effective, he almost falls for it.

"So desperate you are for my cock" he growls.

I need you to use me, those few words leave Kell breathless, so overrun with desire that he almost falters and fucks him on the spot. It's Jesper's thumb brushing his bloody lip that lets Kell focus and refrain from ravaging him right away. It would have been such a waste. There's so much more fun to have later if he's able to hold back now.

That Jesper frames what they are doing as play suddenly causes everything to make sense. It's not that Kell is a callous person that likes making other people suffer. It's a game they play because they both like it. He can pretend to be filthy, cruel and demeaning, only because Jesper enjoys when he does it to him. It says nothing about Kell's character. It's ... freeing.

And each thing Jesper lists sends lightning shooting right into Kell's groin, leaving him fully hard by the time the other man ends speaking. He wants Jesper bound, completely at his mercy, so he can tease him, savour and feast on his body, bring him to the very edge of orgasm and only give it to him when he's an incoherent mess begging Kell to just fuck him already. And he would, he would fuck him so hard he'd have Jesper screaming his name in both orgasm and anguish. So good, it's down right painful.

With that perspective, maybe then it's not such an odd thing that Kell can completely see their roles reversed. He realizes that there can be a time when he'd like to be the one getting tied to a bed, driven crazy and fucked senseless by Jesper. Not now. Definitely not now, but it remains an enticing possibility.

Speaking of possibilities...

"How about magic?" Kell asks, his tone entirely serious.

His magic is as inseparable part of him as his fingers or mouth is. As much part of his body as his cock is. Kell had to tone down his casual magic use once he realized he's making not a small number of people uncomfortable by making it look as if it took him no effort at all. As if it was nothing. Truth is, to him, small things are really no effort. They need no recitation of spells, not even much conscious thought in most cases. They're as natural to him as breathing. Kell would like nothing more than be free with it, but mixing sex and magic requires the level of trust that must be overtly stated. That's why he needs to ask. That's why he'd fully accept a no... even he'd love to hear a yes. And he will at least attempt to be convincing. To maybe build up to why letting him use magic is a good idea. Jesper already trusts him with his body, already submitting to whatever wicked whims - within reason - Kell can come up with. He stated it very clearly. So maybe magic is not out of question...

"I would very much enjoy tying you up, and I'm sure we can get creative with what's already in this room, but it would be a lot less cumbersome if I could just do this."

With this warning, a long stretch of fabric slithers up Jesper's inner thigh, then down the back of his knee, to finally wrap around his ankle and hold it firmly in place.

"And there are other things I can do to you with it too."

Kell shifts his weight to his left arm, freeing his right just in time to spit out on his hand a smooth ice ball he's just made. Its size perfectly matching the girth of his cock. Watches Jesper's reaction intently as he rolls the freezing-cold thing down his throat, slides it between his collarbones, down his chest to tease a nipple with it until it hardens. Then lower still to his stomach and abdomen, raising goosebumps on his perfect skin.
He drags the piece of ice all the way down Jesper's shaft, rubs it against his balls, teases it against the tight ring of muscles of his entrance. Jesper is already comfortably stretched from their last round, so the ice ball easily slips in halfway. Kell pulls it out, then pushes it in a few more times. Each one a tad deeper than the previous. As if he wasn't just fucking Jesper with an ice ball, but merely testing if it will fit. At last, he drops to devour Jesper's lips in a kiss that's bound to leave them both bruised and breathless, and shoves the ice ball deep inside him, pulling his fingers out as soon as he has the thing in place, resting securely against Jesper's prostate. It's already obscene enough that he made the ice ball entirely out of his own saliva, but it's even more that he also made it saltier than it would have normally been. So it will sting a little while it finally melts. Not much. Just enough for Jesper to notice it's there, even as it slowly disappears.

"Would something like that be acceptable?"
Edited (someone please stop me from fiddling with it, i like this tag too much...) 2023-02-05 17:01 (UTC)
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[personal profile] blackeyedprince 2023-02-11 06:56 am (UTC)(link)
It requires tremendous effort not to give into Jesper breathless pleas, and not give him what he wants. What they both want. Watching Jesper writhe and moan while he fucks him with the ice ball gives Kell all sorts of ideas. Way too many for just one night. Now he just desperately wants to put his throbbing cock inside him. Just have his satisfaction now. But it won't be cruel enough, and cruel is what Jesper wants from him, so that's what Kell is going to give him. It's liberating, and hot, to know they both take pleasure from this torture. Still, it requires all of Kell's self-control to resist the pull of the gorgeous body writhing under him.

Kell rolls to the side with a grunt. He's barely holding up. Even watching Jesper lie, hands bound over his head, is painful. He's so beautiful, but Kell knows he can make him even more beautiful. He licks his finger then drags a wet trail down the inside of Jesper's arm, feeling the goosebumps raise up on the delicate skin heat up under his touch.

"Aren't you a sweet little plaything" he coos, circling the wet finger around Jesper's erect nipple. Saints, how much he wants to devour him when he's helpless like that.

"But you're right. Getting my cock is a privilege you must earn each time. So is being on the bed."

Kell releases the strip of fabric binding Jesper's ankle to the bed, gives his thigh a firm slap.

"On the floor," he commands. "Crawl. On your hand and knees. You don't deserve to be on the bed just yet."

As soon as Jesper obeys, Kell moves to the edge himself. He looks down, and shivers with want at the sight. Just one more thing to make the image perfect. He reaches behind him for a pillow, throws it down on the floor, then shoves Jesper's head down on it with his foot. The pressure of the push gentle but unrelenting. Kell is careful. He knows a thing or two about bodies, and only ever wants Jesper to hurt in ways he intended for him to, never by accident.

"Now you're perfect"

He keeps his foot down for a while, revelling in the feeling of complete control. It's unlike any pleasure he's ever felt. But it makes him even more aroused, and soon there's nothing on his mind but blinding lust. He takes his foot away, slides off the bed and kneels behind Jesper gripping his hips to keep him in place as he fucks him, rough and hard, until they both come.

When they do, Kell collapses on top of him with a loud cry. He doesn't pull out even when the last throngs of orgasm pass, and he's just lulled into bliss. He mouths a series of kisses on the back of Jesper's neck, delaying the inevitable moment when he'll need to move. He doesn't want to. It feels too good to stay. Even all limp and spent as he is now.

"You're such a pretty thing" he whispers into Jesper's ear. "I think I will fuck you all night."
Edited 2023-02-11 07:35 (UTC)
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[personal profile] blackeyedprince 2023-02-13 10:47 pm (UTC)(link)
The sounds of Jesper's whining and begging, his not-so-futile attempts to entice Kell to fuck him sooner, it all drips the thick, deep-seated pleasure, that gathers like honey at the base of Kell's spine. It's the type of pleasure that doesn't go away with the flood of orgasm. It's the type that once it's over makes bearable being all sticky and sweaty. Usually, Kell hates being sweaty. It's gross and uncomfortable. Now, it's another mark of what they just did. A very welcomed mark. As welcome as the kiss is. Sweet, almost like a thank you. It makes Kell smile.

He doesn't stop Jesper from moving away, pulling out of him with ease. While it feels good to stay in, it is a relief to pull out too. The cool air helps with overwhelm and overstimulation. It helps him think more clearly.

Kell welcomes both the compliment and the second kiss, this one deeper, with a lot more edge than the previous one. Clear sign they're both far from finished. How many more times he can go? No idea, but he loves a good challenge. So the answer is as many as they're able before dropping out of exhaustion. It would be reasonable to stop earlier, but Kell is not here to be reasonable.

"I just do what feels right."

He has good instinct, he just needs to let himself act on it. Like right now, when he holds Jesper up after they break from their second kiss, forcing him to strain his already overworked muscles. He licks Jesper's lips then moves to follow the line of his jaw not with kisses but with small bites, barely catching the skin between his teeth, before ending on Jesper's neck and making this last one actually painful. Only then he releases him.

"An excellent idea," Kell admits, looking at Jesper's reddening skin and a clear bite mark on his neck. Now, that's beautiful. "You are pretty, but not pretty enough so I will let be lazy and just lie down as I do all the work to fuck you up."

He grabs Jesper's hand and keeps it up on his chest. The touch of those long, slender fingers is intoxicating, but he'd rather preferred them lower. Much lower.

"So I will let you ride me, and I will even let you do it on the bed."

Kell might make Jesper lie on a cold, hard floor - because he deserves this - but he's not going to accept this kind of discomfort for himself.

"The only problem I see is that I'm not particularly excited right now. So first, you'd need to take care of that."

There's a tiny voice at the back of his head, that abhors all the things he does and says, but Kell tries his best to ignore it. Jesper's reactions, his very words, are all evidence Kell needs to believe he's doing everything right. And the more he does it, the more ideas he has. The more courage to push for more intense sensations, more callous words. He might have just said he's not excited, but it's a lie. The worse he treats Jesper, the more his whole body vibrates with anticipation and want. The more Jesper begs and moans, the more Kell wants to mistreat him. Both of those things feeding off each other, making him dizzy with pleasure, even when he's not touching the other man.

Kell leaves Jesper on the floor, climbs on the bed to lie down on his back, his arms folded under his head. He waits for Jesper to join him.

"One more rule," he declares with a vicious smile. "Hands behind your back. You're not allowed to use them. I will tie them there now, so you're not tempted to cheat."
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[personal profile] blackeyedprince 2023-02-15 11:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Kell had told Jesper that he's pretty. It's a lie. A blatant, unforgivable lie. He's not pretty, he's devastatingly beautiful. When Jesper climbs him, presenting himself for Kell's viewing pleasure in all of his naked glory, all Kell can do is stare. The view is breathtaking. He knows only one man this beautiful. Turns out, he does have a type.

He's already half-sitting, so it's only a question of leaning forward, to reach around Jesper's body to tie his hands behind his back. Kell takes his time, both because it feels good and because he wants to make it right. He could have easily restrained Jesper with magic. The way they both did the first time. But it feels more personal to do it by hand. Even if the improvised binding is pulled from the sheets by magic, the act of tying is ... an unexpected pleasure.

Like many things that have surprised him this night, Kell would never suspect to enjoy it. If asked, he'd never consider tying a person anything close to sexy. Yet here he is, lovingly wrapping a wide piece of fabric around Jesper's hands and wrists. A loop around his thumb, across the palm, then round the wrist, so that the pressure will be uniform across the whole length of it. Not too loose, so it won't slip, but not too tight, so it won't put too much pressure on the delicate nerves and blood vessels right under the skin of Jesper's wrists. Kell smiles. His teacher would have been quite surprised what Kell is using his hard-earned knowledge of anatomy for. Or he might have not. There were few things that could have surprised Tieren about human nature.

Kell leans back so he can witness the effect of his work in its full splendour. Jesper is effortlessly sexy quite on his own. Still, with a darkening bite mark on his neck, covered in signs of their previous rounds, bound hands behind his back, he's irresistible. The view alone makes Kell's limp cock twitch.

It's a surprise, a very pleasant one, that even tied, by clever wiggling himself into the right spot, Jesper is still able to reach it. Few expert strokes, and Kell is hard again. It seems they truly are going for the record. The source of friction changes, and it's Jesper's firm ass grinding against his quickly stiffening erection. They way he plays with it is maddening, letting just the very tip in, before rising his ass up when Kell jerks his hips to push more of his cock inside him. Maddening, but Kell would let him. He loves the lewd teasing, the mewling, cocky declaration of how all Kell needs to do is to make Jesper take him.

He would, but there's one thing on his mind that Kell knows is bound make it even better for both of them. Kell likes Jesper being all lewd, and clever, and cocky, but he likes to force him to obey almost as much. And now he has the best excuse to do it.
So he doesn't pull Jesper's hips down the moment he sets his hands on them. No, Kell lets Jesper linger half-way up, just the tip of his cock buried inside of him. His gaze fixed on Jesper is glazed with lust, but burning with determination... and a bit of performative disappointment.

"What did I tell you about using your hands?" Kell asks, the grip on Jesper's hips tightening for a moment, before he releases it.

"While I appreciate you being creative, I do not appreciate disobedience. You disregarded my direct command. Therefore, you need to be punished."

Kell lifts one hand up, fingers curled into a fist, so that Jesper can see it well. When he opens it, he's one silver coin poorer, but there it is, on top of his palm a silver ring. Kell slips it on Jesper's cock, and it fits perfectly, snug, not too tight, just constricting enough. He smiles, wrapping his fingers around Jesper's cock, a slow, torturous caress upward, a brush of his thumb over the tip of it; leans forward to crush Jesper's lips in a deep, hungry kiss, as he continues to pump his cock. Kell breaks their kiss only when his own lungs are burning. Only then he stops his torment, pulls Jesper's hips down to impale him fully. Kell lets out a moan. It feels so good to be in, feels even better to force it.

"You're not allowed to come until you've sufficiently made it up to me for your disobedience. Now ride me like you promised. You have yet to impress me."

The ring is not even his original idea either. He must have seen this type of jewellery a dozen times. Kell already noticed that when it comes to sex, his home country is a lot more permissive than Thorne. So a lot of him being good at what they're doing might actually come from having seen it before, just not realizing what it was at that time. Even less that he'd like to try it. Still, those are the experiences he can draw on. Even if he's not entirely aware of those memories, they are still a source of inspiration for what to say or do.

"Put on a good show, and I might yet change my mind. I'm not against being persuaded this was an honest mistake. I want to see how much you want to come from my cock. But you'd need to show me, words alone won't be enough this time."
Edited 2023-02-15 23:37 (UTC)
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[personal profile] blackeyedprince 2023-02-18 02:03 pm (UTC)(link)
If they have planned this before, Kell would have tied Jesper with a silk thread. Red, smooth, thin but strong. No, a silver one. Silver would look better against his skin. A thread so thin, you'd fear to breathe too loud lest it breaks. But it wouldn't. Silk is surprisingly strong for a thread this thin. It wouldn't have been perfect for them. For their arrangement. If they planned it before.

They didn't, and it's the part of appeal. Kell catches the mischievous glance in Jesper's eyes, and raises his heartbeat in an instant. Adding Jesper to his - very short - list of lovers makes it evident that Kell has a thing for rule-breakers. With Jesper, it's even better, because the rules being broken are his own, and it's his right to administer punishment. He hopes - dares to hope - that Jesper will give him many occasions to punish him. The very thought of it wakes up something in him. Something vile, ruthless, and awfully, obscenely lewd.

Kell's hands don't leave Jesper's cock for a longer while; teasing, tormenting. Once slow then fast. Playing with his agony. He looks so beautiful, rocking his hips up and down, swaying them back and forth, to take more of Kell in. It's obvious that Kell's cock, buried so deep inside him, does all sorts for wonderful things to him. The sight of him so completely debauched, does all sorts of wonderful things to Kell in turn. Jesper is right, he is not going to be able to walk straight. Not after what's Kell has done to him. Not after what he still plans to do to him. Kell flashes his teeth in a smile.

"Isn't that the point? You want me to destroy you. You want me to ruin you, to leave you in a puddle on the floor, all filthy and spent, writhing like an animal in heat, and you will still beg me to give you more."

For a long, excruciatingly long, moment, all he can do is stare. Jesper's long neck arched back, bobbing up and down, as he bounces on Kell's cock. His shoulders drawn backwards, arms straining against the ties, skin all flushed and glowing. Kell runs his hand all the way up Jesper's body. From his twitching cock, up his belly, chest, circling his hard nipples, higher still to his neck. He grips Jesper's jaw with force enough to bruise, if only he had squeezed more. He sits, dragging Jesper forward to meet him. His other hand falling hard, a slap loud like a thunder, on Jesper's ass just when his own cock is fully sheathed in his lover's body. Kell leans in, lips - and teeth - brush against Jesper's ear.

"You can be sure I will do it. I will ruin you. Your sweet soft lips, your little tight ass, your eager cock. I will ruin you so thoroughly, so completely, that the only thing you'll be able to do is lie, and moan, and take it. No smart retorts, no clever tricks. You won't have strength left for words when I'm finished with you. So you'd better not disobey me again."

It's a threat, and a promise, punctuated with another slap to Jesper's ass. Kell shivers on contact. He can feel the heat after each strike, even if he cannot see Jesper's perfect skin darkening. He wants, no, he needs, Jesper to give him more reasons to hit him like that. All of his bouncing on Kell's cock hasn't brought Kell so close to orgasm as those two strikes did.
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[personal profile] blackeyedprince 2023-02-23 02:52 pm (UTC)(link)
He is going to come from this. Not from the heat of Jesper's sweet ass, closing eagerly around his cock, as Kell thrusts deeper. No, it's the new sensation that truly gets to him this time. How many new things they did this evening already? Nothing felt this way. Kell is in a trance, all of his senses heightened, but narrowed to the object of his focus. And all of his focus is on Jesper. Each tremble, each little, desperate exhale when he begs Kell to hit him again, each spasm of muscle.

And he does. He lets go of Jesper's jaw, so he can grip his ass with both hands. Pinches his ass cheek hard, then hits the other one. There's no regularity to his blows. Nothing that could help Jesper get used to it or predict one is coming. Yet every single of them is measured and deliberate. Kell's own breathing gets fast and shallow, but he can feel everything with such crystal clarity, it seems time itself have slowed down. The electrifying tingling of expectation when he takes a swing. The crack of a slap, when his hand makes contact with Jesper's skin. The heat radiating from the point of contact, burning under his fingers. Every single one burns a trail of pleasure through his body straight to his cock. Makes his hips jerk upwards to bury him deeper into Jesper. So he can feel it more. At sixth, Kell is panting, heated groans spilling from his lips. Eighth finally sends him over the edge with a long, cry of pleasure, shooting hot into Jesper.

Still shaking from the last waves of orgasm, Kell finds himself already fantasizing what else he could do to this beauty. His mind flooded with images of objects he had seen before but pretty much ignored at the time. Smooth wooden paddles, soft suede floggers. So this is what people were using them for. No wonder they were crafted with such care.

"You've been such a treat, pretty thing," Kell growls into Jesper's ear. "You've taken my beating beautifully. I think I can forgive you now."

His hands caress Jesper's ass, slide up to his waist, down past his hips to grip at his thighs, pinching the delicate skin. Kell moves one hand to Jesper's cock, fingers curling tight around it. Takes his time with it, groping, playing with it, slowly dragging his fingers up and down the whole shaft. When he had his fill of the torment, he reaches for the cock ring and slips it off in one, fluid motion.

"Come for me, I allow it" he commands.

Kell says the words, but he doesn't plan to leave Jesper all to himself now. This would have been unnecessary cruelty, and not of the fun kind. He is going to make it so good for him, work him up all the way to orgasm and past. Jesper gave him one unbelievably good, he deserves a similar one for himself.
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excellent place to wrap uo

[personal profile] blackeyedprince 2023-03-09 06:46 am (UTC)(link)
Kell feels all sorts of things at the end. Most of them he cannot even name. Some of them scary, but most of them wonderful. All blur into cold exhaustion that starts setting in, then Jesper's laughter breaks it warming him right up.

"Then there's two of us. I've surprised myself."

He lifts Jesper gently, he no more pulls out as simply lets his limp cock slip out. Both of them freed, they can lie down to rest. Jesper's suggestion that they do even more stirs hunger inside of him, but its flame doesn't win with exhaustion just yet. He needs rest to let the flame grow.

"I'm afraid I might need a tad longer than fifteen."

He pats down the tangled sheets until he finds it. The silver coin turned cock ring, fishes it out from the fabric, turning it in his fingers. With a bit of magic, and a sly smile, he etches thin, spidery letters inside the silver band - property of k.m. - making sure it stays as smooth as it was regardless of the addition.

Kell takes Jesper hand, puts the ring on his palm and closes his fingers around it. Then turns it around and kisses the back of his hand before releasing it.

"I want you to keep it."
Edited (i think it deserved an addition ;)) 2023-03-10 09:03 (UTC)