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Jesper Fahey ([personal profile] itookashot) wrote2022-01-31 12:16 pm

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ordinar: (♛ 20)

[personal profile] ordinar 2022-09-30 03:02 am (UTC)(link)
[He genuinely can't tell if that's flirting or teasing, so...]

Shut up.

[...Better cover all his bases.]

Am I a damsel in distress now?
ordinar: (♛ 016)

[personal profile] ordinar 2022-10-03 01:11 am (UTC)(link)
Well, good luck. There's like a million magic wards on this place.

[Though he's definitely got the handsome part down. That goes unsaid.]
ordinar: (♛ 054)

[personal profile] ordinar 2022-10-04 12:53 am (UTC)(link)
Well, it would be rude not to after you went through all that trouble.
ordinar: (♛ 038)

[personal profile] ordinar 2022-10-05 12:00 am (UTC)(link)
You're serious.

And insane.
ordinar: (♛ 22)

[personal profile] ordinar 2022-10-05 03:23 am (UTC)(link)
I guess you weren't joking about taking risks.

So tell me about it, oh brave and handsome hero.


[Haha jk except not jk.]
ordinar: (♛ 013)

[personal profile] ordinar 2022-10-06 04:14 am (UTC)(link)
[A yes or no question shouldn't require so much deliberation. But as the latter is untrue, and the former is too nakedly bold, here he is. It's not even serious, it's...fun. A little exciting, a little nerve-wracking. Very nearly a distraction from everything burning around them.

After a long pause:]


Only because you started it.
ordinar: (♛ 20)

[personal profile] ordinar 2022-10-07 03:44 am (UTC)(link)
[Oh. Preoccupied with missing Simon — and brooding over the way they'd burned down — he hasn't given much thought to kissing anyone else. But now he is.]

You know, I thought you'd hang around longer that night.
ordinar: (♛ 054)

[personal profile] ordinar 2022-10-12 03:16 am (UTC)(link)
[Right, that was a stupid thing to say. Think. Whatever.]

I just meant

I had a good time with you.


[Although now every memory of that night is left charred by what followed, in the way fire catches hold of everything around it, the hour spent with Jesper stays one he wishes he could go back to.]

Really? Like right now?

[Or...something less embarrassingly eager. Fuck, his brain seriously needs a backspace key.]

I mean, if you're not busy.

You're probably busy.
ordinar: (♛ 014)

1/2

[personal profile] ordinar 2022-10-13 02:46 am (UTC)(link)
See you soon.
ordinar: (♛ 017)

2/2

[personal profile] ordinar 2022-10-13 02:48 am (UTC)(link)
Wilhelm spends a good minute wondering what he's doing. Until a minute ago he'd never considered kissing Jesper. Well, maybe not never — he's got nice lips, and that's not a conclusion one can arrive at without some measure of imaginary kissing. But never seriously.

Because it's fun to be casual, pigeon, you should try it, Jesper's voice teases from some corner of his memory.

A little fun couldn't hurt. He could definitely use a pleasant distraction these days, which he watches pass by from the disheveled mess of his bed, hardly able to stand up under the weight of everything.

Another minute — this one for smoothing out his nerves enough to reach the appropriate state of concentration — and Wilhelm slips into the Horizon. Passing underneath the giant crow that marks the club's entrance, he glances around for Jesper. He works hard at assembling a casual air with his hands in his pockets.
ordinar: (♛ 002)

[personal profile] ordinar 2022-10-14 03:50 am (UTC)(link)
Scoping out the scene, he remembers that Jesper is supposed to belong to a gang. Extracted from the context of their homeworlds, it's easy to forget those kinds of details — whoever you were there, it doesn't matter much here. Wilhelm wonders if this club is Jesper's gang's turf. (Is turf the actual term people use?) If his mom knew that he was slinking around some club sucking face with a boy of questionable background, she'd probably have an aneurysm. Strangely, this thought only makes him more sure of what he's about to do.

Jesper's smile gets one out of him in turn, in the same way the sun spreads warmth. He does hesitate for a snap, pulled by habit toward the seat across from Jesper — but wedging a table between them wouldn't be conducive to the whole kissing thing. Correcting his course, Wilhelm slides in next to him.

"Sure," he answers, tucking a strand of hair behind his ear. "That would be great."

Now, to remember how to be a functioning person, which he's never really had a firm grasp of in the first place. He's not dressed as sharply as Jesper, but the sweater indicates some effort. He's also not nearly as relaxed, hands knotted in his lap, shoulders straight and stiff.
ordinar: (♛ 018)

[personal profile] ordinar 2022-10-17 08:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Before he can try his drink, Jesper is plucking his hand up and pressing kisses against it. The gesture might lack the depth it would possess in Simon's hands and lips — everything he did to Wilhelm seemed to have the weight of the ocean behind it — but he won't deny that it feels good. He didn't come here to brood over the boy who wrung his heart out, or to feel guilty for enjoying himself while the world burns. He didn't come here to think at all.

Curling his fingers, he traces Jesper's cheek and jaw as those kisses warm his palm.

"I'm not nervous."

His heart, thudding clumsily in his chest, would argue otherwise, but it's the good kind of nervous. After so many days of raw anxiety flaying him open, crushing his lungs and clattering around in his head, the fluttering feeling filling him now is a breath of fresh air.

To prove his point, Wilhelm cranes his neck — he's not used to doing this with someone so damn tall — to press his lips to Jesper's.

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