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Jesper Fahey ([personal profile] itookashot) wrote2022-01-31 12:16 pm

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ordinar: (♛ 011)

[personal profile] ordinar 2023-12-17 07:01 pm (UTC)(link)
So like

If you don't know if someone is into guys or not, how do you

How do you find out?
ordinar: (♛ 041)

[personal profile] ordinar 2023-12-17 07:18 pm (UTC)(link)
UGH.

I don't think I even know how to flirt.

I don't want to make things weird if he isn't. I think his world is way more old-fashioned than mine, and those places can be weird about this sort of thing.
[He conspicuously leaves Jesper's question unanswered.]
ordinar: (♛ 050)

[personal profile] ordinar 2023-12-18 03:37 am (UTC)(link)
Exactly. You make it easy.

I know there's nothing wrong with it. I'm not ashamed or anything, it's just

It's still pretty new to me. Being gay and being out. I don't really know how to talk about it. I'm not gonna be like...hey, don't bother me, I need to go to the Horizon so I can make out with Jesper. He's a cute boy, by the way.
ordinar: (♛ 037)

[personal profile] ordinar 2023-12-19 02:28 am (UTC)(link)
[Fuck. Somehow in all his overthinking, he hadn't even considered that.]
He's a king in his world. Like I said, they're old school so... There's a good chance that he's already got someone lined up to marry. But ig there's also a good chance it's all for politics, not love.

Not that I want to marry him or anything.

You and Wylan are so cute, it's not fair. Let me borrow your charm for a couple days.
ordinar: (♛ 014)

[personal profile] ordinar 2023-12-20 03:48 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks, Jes.
[He believes in Jesper, so if Jesper believes in him, then...]
His name's Kelson. He hasn't been here long. Do you know him?
ordinar: (♛ 016)

[personal profile] ordinar 2023-12-22 03:12 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not worried.

I don't even really know what I want this to be yet. I mean, it would be nice to...have someone. But I just want to see how things go.
[In short, Kelson is pretty and he looks nice to kiss, and that's a good enough reason to try.]
ordinar: (♛ 014)

[personal profile] ordinar 2023-12-24 05:58 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah.

Oh. We're roommates by the way.
ordinar: (♛ 010)

[personal profile] ordinar 2023-12-28 04:59 am (UTC)(link)
I know, I know. Like I said, I don't want to make things weird.

When I asked him to be my roommate I wasn't even thinking about any of this yet.
ordinar: (♛ 013)

[personal profile] ordinar 2023-12-29 05:27 am (UTC)(link)
You're biased lol.

I also don't want him to think I suggested the whole roommate thing just because I wanted to kiss him. I'm not a creep.
ordinar: (♛ 051)

[personal profile] ordinar 2023-12-31 03:32 am (UTC)(link)
Ok. Going slow. Got it.

Thank god I have you to ask this stuff.
ordinar: (♛ 012)

[personal profile] ordinar 2023-12-31 03:47 am (UTC)(link)
Good thing you're not letting it go to your head.
ordinar: (♛ 002)

[personal profile] ordinar 2023-12-31 04:04 am (UTC)(link)
Just quietly being the brave, smart, handsome hero nobody knew they needed.
Edited (mobile tags are hard) 2023-12-31 04:16 (UTC)
ordinar: (♛ 014)

[personal profile] ordinar 2023-12-31 04:42 am (UTC)(link)
Hmm... I don't know if I know him.

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