Jesper's intimately close with desire because he's always been desired. As soon as he started developing into awareness about attractive men and women all around him, his confidence and open interest made it very easy for people to crave his attention. His lack of shame also gave him plenty of leeway to shrug and try new things. Wylan once described him as someone who "exudes pleasure" and it's true on many levels. He wants life to be fun and interesting and he's open to anything that will help him feel that way.
Because of that ease he has, he can see clearly when someone else is being held back or blocked for one reason or another. It happened their first night together when Kell abruptly seemed to shut off after a question he thought was sexy, and it alerted him to be gentler with him. Not during sex, they aren't gentle at that, but mentally and emotionally. This is someone who hasn't been handled with compassion or given the opportunity to explore themselves. He sees that now too in Kell's struggle.
He keeps trying physical ways to keep Kell grounded. A hand through his hair, down his back, always touching him, always making certain he feels connected. Kell's unique eyes were one of the first things he pointed out, but his reaction had been so negative he hasn't said a word about them since. But they are truly beautiful. Jesper caresses his cheek when he starts to explain what he wants, and he listens, gray eyes fixed on him, nodding to indicate not only that he's listening, but that he wants everything Kell is saying.
"Oh you sweet thing, come here." Jesper smiles when he hides his face into his neck and he holds him. It probably sounds insane to call him sweet after what he just confessed to, but it is sweet to him, that he's pouring out his heart. And shy about it. So cute. He adores him. Jesper kisses his hair and simply keeps his arms around him to give that comfort he may be seeking. "Thank you for being honest, Kell, and I want to give you all those things too."
He tips Kell's chin up and steals a nice long lingering kiss, not pushing it straight into passion since that's distracting, it is more of a reward. A reassurance that he is still here. He smiles at him afterward. "Since you're new to the flogger, let me make some suggestions. You can strike pretty hard on places with extra padding like when you spank me." Jesper has a nicely padded ass, basically. "Back and shoulders are fine too, no on anywhere near my cock and balls, even an experienced person could get those wrong."
It's not that it's impossible, it's more that it takes skill, and Kell is new. "Obviously you can do anything in here and it's fine, but I assume we're going to meet up in person again some day to test all this out again, so just telling you now." Especially because having more freedom in here could make someone think their blows are less serious since there's no lingering problem.
Jesper smiles and pushes Kell's shoulder and then slides smoothly on top of him. He rubs himself down against his cock, inspiring him back into hardness again. The couch in this position is nice because they can stay close enough to kiss while he rides him, and that's exactly what he plans on doing.
"Fuck me just like this first, and then we'll slip into some bondage on the bed and see where it goes from there." No need to plan it. They get to do whatever they want with their bodies.
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Because of that ease he has, he can see clearly when someone else is being held back or blocked for one reason or another. It happened their first night together when Kell abruptly seemed to shut off after a question he thought was sexy, and it alerted him to be gentler with him. Not during sex, they aren't gentle at that, but mentally and emotionally. This is someone who hasn't been handled with compassion or given the opportunity to explore themselves. He sees that now too in Kell's struggle.
He keeps trying physical ways to keep Kell grounded. A hand through his hair, down his back, always touching him, always making certain he feels connected. Kell's unique eyes were one of the first things he pointed out, but his reaction had been so negative he hasn't said a word about them since. But they are truly beautiful. Jesper caresses his cheek when he starts to explain what he wants, and he listens, gray eyes fixed on him, nodding to indicate not only that he's listening, but that he wants everything Kell is saying.
"Oh you sweet thing, come here." Jesper smiles when he hides his face into his neck and he holds him. It probably sounds insane to call him sweet after what he just confessed to, but it is sweet to him, that he's pouring out his heart. And shy about it. So cute. He adores him. Jesper kisses his hair and simply keeps his arms around him to give that comfort he may be seeking. "Thank you for being honest, Kell, and I want to give you all those things too."
He tips Kell's chin up and steals a nice long lingering kiss, not pushing it straight into passion since that's distracting, it is more of a reward. A reassurance that he is still here. He smiles at him afterward. "Since you're new to the flogger, let me make some suggestions. You can strike pretty hard on places with extra padding like when you spank me." Jesper has a nicely padded ass, basically. "Back and shoulders are fine too, no on anywhere near my cock and balls, even an experienced person could get those wrong."
It's not that it's impossible, it's more that it takes skill, and Kell is new. "Obviously you can do anything in here and it's fine, but I assume we're going to meet up in person again some day to test all this out again, so just telling you now." Especially because having more freedom in here could make someone think their blows are less serious since there's no lingering problem.
Jesper smiles and pushes Kell's shoulder and then slides smoothly on top of him. He rubs himself down against his cock, inspiring him back into hardness again. The couch in this position is nice because they can stay close enough to kiss while he rides him, and that's exactly what he plans on doing.
"Fuck me just like this first, and then we'll slip into some bondage on the bed and see where it goes from there." No need to plan it. They get to do whatever they want with their bodies.