[ To be fair, they did escape on their own, but at least the Summoned on the outside were already on their way. They found the location just before it was announced so they were able to get there before anyone died in the wilderness. It would've been an extra tragedy if they escaped only to die of exposure. Instead they made it in time and he got to sweep his loved ones into his arms, breathing if badly damaged. It was scarring for everyone, the worst thing that happened to them in this land. And they probably will never feel fully safe again. ]
I would never run from you.
[ But he understands why Kell would be afraid that he would. Their first sex experience surprised Kell due to his sudden need for something more violent than he expected. He's come a long way since his confusion over why he needed to use Jesper's body that way, and it's been a pleasure to help him come to terms with it, without feeling bad about it. It would seem like it's his dark side coming out and other people probably would have struggled with his needs, not everyone loves it like Jesper does, but that's why he thinks they're well suited.
Jesper also doesn't run from anyone. Back home he did when he had good reasons to run, but other than that, he's always been obnoxiously brave. Unerringly bold. There is not much Kell could do to concern him.
Jesper also doesn't think about people in terms of who comes first. Technically, yes, the Crows are his family, Mat is his love, but he doesn't put people into categories either. He doesn't love Kell third best, he loves people with all of his heart every time. He doesn't compare because there's no reason to. His heart is made up of infinite pieces he can give away without fear. Despite being ridiculously confident in his ability to be loved, he still enjoys hearing it, and he smiles at Kell's confession. He cups his cheek gently, looking deeply into his eyes.
He uses his body to encourage Kell to move onto his back and gracefully moves on top of him, kissing him slowly. ]
We have the whole night ahead of us, darling, but I'd like to make love to you first. I want you to feel how much I adore you, and that I want to take care of you, treasure you.
[ Jesper kisses his cheeks and nuzzles at his neck. ]
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[ To be fair, they did escape on their own, but at least the Summoned on the outside were already on their way. They found the location just before it was announced so they were able to get there before anyone died in the wilderness. It would've been an extra tragedy if they escaped only to die of exposure. Instead they made it in time and he got to sweep his loved ones into his arms, breathing if badly damaged. It was scarring for everyone, the worst thing that happened to them in this land. And they probably will never feel fully safe again. ]
I would never run from you.
[ But he understands why Kell would be afraid that he would. Their first sex experience surprised Kell due to his sudden need for something more violent than he expected. He's come a long way since his confusion over why he needed to use Jesper's body that way, and it's been a pleasure to help him come to terms with it, without feeling bad about it. It would seem like it's his dark side coming out and other people probably would have struggled with his needs, not everyone loves it like Jesper does, but that's why he thinks they're well suited.
Jesper also doesn't run from anyone. Back home he did when he had good reasons to run, but other than that, he's always been obnoxiously brave. Unerringly bold. There is not much Kell could do to concern him.
Jesper also doesn't think about people in terms of who comes first. Technically, yes, the Crows are his family, Mat is his love, but he doesn't put people into categories either. He doesn't love Kell third best, he loves people with all of his heart every time. He doesn't compare because there's no reason to. His heart is made up of infinite pieces he can give away without fear. Despite being ridiculously confident in his ability to be loved, he still enjoys hearing it, and he smiles at Kell's confession. He cups his cheek gently, looking deeply into his eyes.
He uses his body to encourage Kell to move onto his back and gracefully moves on top of him, kissing him slowly. ]
We have the whole night ahead of us, darling, but I'd like to make love to you first. I want you to feel how much I adore you, and that I want to take care of you, treasure you.
[ Jesper kisses his cheeks and nuzzles at his neck. ]
I can help you feel better.