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Jesper Fahey ([personal profile] itookashot) wrote2022-01-31 12:16 pm

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ordinar: (♛ 058)

[personal profile] ordinar 2022-12-11 06:53 pm (UTC)(link)
He and Simon had a way of saying so much without saying anything at all. Everything he could want to convey was in his touch, his eyes, an honesty more raw than what he could put into words. They would talk after, floating in a space from which he never wanted to come down.

Wilhelm still misses that feeling, which lingers like a ghost, dead but not quite gone. But the ache is softened by the warmth of Jesper's body, of his mouth inviting him and his hands inciting him. The heat of his voice, like something melted dripping all over him. My pigeon. It's nice to belong somewhere, even if it's just for a little while.

"I like listening to you too," he admits in a whisper against Jesper's shoulder.

Though his body is spent, desire still smolders in him, like embers glowing even after the fire's gone out, as he watches Jesper thrust into his hand. The other boy's pleasure is exciting. The hard surge of his cock in his grasp, the tension pulling his beautiful body taut — this is a power Wilhelm finds he enjoys wielding.

Sliding down in bed, he bends to kiss the head of Jesper's cock, wet and messy. His eyes flutter up the stretch of Jesper's body to watch for his reaction as his tongue spreads over the flushed skin and drips down the shaft. A little slickness to help ease the glide of his hand. Mouthing all along Jesper's length, he squeezes the inside of his thigh, carefully cups his balls. Touch is an addicting thing.
ordinar: (♛ 061)

[personal profile] ordinar 2022-12-15 03:53 am (UTC)(link)
Surprise stumbles across his expression, eyes jumping up to Jesper, even as he keeps spreading kisses over his cock. Obviously they couldn't have gotten here — naked and entangled, dripping moans and sweat — without wanting. But to Wilhelm, who's still getting acquainted with his desire, Jesper's boldness hits in a rush.

He remembers feeling lonely that night, despite being in a crowd. The fireworks splashing the sky in color felt closer than anybody else. If Jesper had asked for a kiss then, he wouldn't have been ready for it. It was too soon. He didn't know he was ready for any of this until it was happening, until he was coming undone, loneliness fraying to reveal longing.

"We would've gotten kicked out," Wilhelm protests, lightly pinching Jesper's thigh. His disapproval is softened by the way he nuzzles into Jesper's rubbing, not minding the stickiness it smudges on his cheek. Although the threat of discovery worries him more than thrills him, being wanted with such raw force is an electrifying thought that sizzles deep in his belly.

If they weren't here, would you have thrown yourself at me? He shoves the memory back onto its shelf. Throwing his full attention onto Jesper, he teases him with quick little flicks of his tongue and glancing kisses, caresses his balls.

His shamelessness is appealing. It's a window into a world Wilhelm hasn't had a chance to explore — and he can't help but want to join him there. Curling his hand around the base of Jesper's cock, he stretches his mouth over the flushed head. As he sinks lower, his eyes flutter upward, seeking approval. He wants Jesper's hands buried in his hair. His husky voice spilling sweet nicknames and raunchy encouragements. Anything and everything.
ordinar: (♛ 058)

[personal profile] ordinar 2022-12-20 04:54 am (UTC)(link)
Jesper's babbling pours over Wilhelm as he fills his mouth with him. Raw and lurid, it should embarrass him, but drenched in charm, Jesper somehow transforms every word into something silky and sweet, electric and exciting.

It pins him to the present, too, with the reminder that this isn't Simon tensing and twisting beneath him. Closing his eyes would be easy enough. Imagining it were him sharing this bed — his hard heat cradled in Wilhelm's mouth like it's sacred, his fingers woven in his hair where they belong. But that isn't fair to any of them. Simon, who remains untouchable in his memory. Jesper, who's working so hard at distracting him. His own heart.

Lacking practice, Wilhelm can't accommodate every inch. He stops when he feels Jesper's cock press against the back of his tongue, nudge against the opening of his throat. What he can't fit in his mouth, he keeps stroking as he pulls back and slides down again. But there's evidence he's done this before: he's careful not to scrape his teeth along Jesper's length, creating a cushion with his lips and tongue.

Eager to discover what will snatch Jesper's breath away, he experiments with the rhythm. He pulls his mouth off slowly, squeezing him in the hot cinch of tongue and cheeks, then plunges down all at once. He slurps at his head, lapping at the underside and tracing circles with his tongue. He angles himself to guide Jesper's cock into the soft hold of his cheek, letting it create a visible bulge in the side of his mouth.

And at each shift, he measures Jesper through long lashes. He watches for stars.
princessvegas: (186. you better get your shit together)

christmas morning

[personal profile] princessvegas 2022-12-25 03:41 am (UTC)(link)
[ On Christmas morning, there will be a box wrapped in gold paper waiting in front of the door of Jesper's room. A card on top bears his name in Julie's handwriting, and the inside wishes him a merry Christmas.

Inside the box is an ornate, hand-carved poker set in a matching wooden case. A small card inside says that playing for fun doesn't hurt, and if he ever needs to be distracted, she's willing to play as many hands as he wants.

Merry Christmas. ]
ordinar: (♛ 059)

[personal profile] ordinar 2022-12-27 08:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Although he can tell that Jesper is close, hurtling toward that peak, ready to plunge right off, it still catches him by surprise when he actually reaches it. Jesper crashes to the mattress, and a warm, sharp taste fills Wilhelm's mouth. Reflexively, as one does when something unexpected happens, he pulls back. Now that his jaw doesn't have to strain so wide, swallowing is easier.

Except, Jesper hasn't finished. Wilhelm catches a pearly streak of cum across his cheek, another on his lips, before he seals his mouth around Jesper's cockhead to try to catch the rest. Milking him with steady strokes, he sucks and laps at him until Jesper falls still, as if pleasure is a tidal wave that has surged through him and left him washed up on some shore.

Well, wherever it's swept him to, Wilhelm is content to be there with him. He answers Jesper's little pet names, which from a less gorgeous mouth might sound patronizing, with a kiss nestled against his hipbone. His hair, falling in a curtain, brushes his skin. Crawling back up to Jesper, he curls up at his side. His touch as he traces his tattoos again is shy, as if he hadn't just done his damndest to suck him dry. As if his face isn't still sticky with the evidence.

"Can we just...stay like this for a little while?" he murmurs.

He isn't ready to go back to where his anxiety snarls him and his loneliness guts him.
ordinar: (♛ 018)

[personal profile] ordinar 2022-12-29 04:34 am (UTC)(link)
His happiness is the fragile, hollow kind that falls apart if you think about it too much. So he resolves not to think about anything but Jesper's touch sketching his body, Jesper's lips caressing his. His countenance taut with pleasure, as it had just been moments ago, mouth stretched around a moan and eyelashes fluttering against his cheeks. Being that Jesper has hinted at having a plethora of partners, Wilhelm is pleased that he could cause enough damage to make him buckle like that.

So...did he have fun? Nodding, he smiles into Jesper's chest.

"Mm...yeah. I had fun."

With a kiss brushed against the Wheel of Fortune that's worked into Jesper's tattoo, Wilhelm draws away — but only to reach over the side of the bed and grab his underwear. Now that they've both tumbled down from the heights of pleasure, he feels...well, a little naked. Once he's pulled them on, he rolls back to Jesper. Back to chest, he tugs his arm over himself like a blanket.

"Then...can you hold me?"

Like Jesper's warmth might be a ward, keeping away all of the bad things.
Edited 2022-12-29 04:35 (UTC)
blackeyedprince: (feels good)

[personal profile] blackeyedprince 2023-01-07 09:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Kell can't tell if what he feels is more nerves or excitement. It's most likely both. This was never his style. He was always the responsible one. Look at him now. Sneaking out of an official banquet to kiss some handsome stranger in his cabin. With hopes for a lot more than just a kiss. It's madness, but it's a wonderful madness.

If it feels that he opens for Jesper's tongue a little too fast, a little too eager, it's only because his own desire has been building through their conversation at the table until he's unable to contain it any more. Kell always felt a sense of pride in his self-control. How he could keep himself sober and indistractable through any feast. Now, it feels as if he has none of it left.

Now, he's sinking into the kiss, half-aware of his surroundings, almost tripping when Jesper moves them around, so there's no longer the support of the door helping him keep his balance. Not falling only for the steady arm wrapped around his waist, guiding him to the bed. There's not a shred of resistance, not to the kisses - those are very well received, and reciprocated in kind - not to the strong hands that push him down on the bed.

"Never this handsome."

Kell's voice is closer to a satisfied purr, a content smile dancing on his lips, though he barely notices it himself. He's not aware of his own wants and desires most of the time. It's not different now. All he knows now is that there's a hungry beast inside of him that demands its tribute in pleasure. And it grows all the hungrier as he watches Jesper undo his belt. Anticipation raising with every move of those swift fingers.

"And never from an official banquet."

He could have lied. Could have said he's done this many times. It would have been so easy. It would have made him look good. It would also be very wrong. As sudden and crazy all they do now feels, Kell wants to be honest with this gorgeous man who so effortlessly shattered all his carefully constructed barriers. It feels very wrong not to. No matter how much the force of his own lust surprises him.
blackeyedprince: (sometimes i wonder)

[personal profile] blackeyedprince 2023-01-08 02:52 am (UTC)(link)
Words. It's where Jesper looses him. At words. At the question. One that assumes that Kell knows. One that makes him think.

To actually get his head back into the situation and face all the screeching noises it has been making that he was blissfully ignoring up to this point. Blissfully ignoring by only focusing on Jesper. What he does. How it feels. If there's anything that Kell has truly ever mastered, it is focus. He can concentrate with such laser intensity that all world recedes into the background. It could stop existing altogether. There's nothing there, but the object of his attention.

It is this inhuman focus that Kell turns on Jesper hands, without one conscious thought. In a stroke of pure instinct. Of mind and body going into it's most preferred mode. Seeing, feeling, acknowledging Jesper's every move, tagging every reaction his own body is having, feeling, making, when those hands slide up his ankles, his knees, his thighs. Noting with equally alien clarity the heat rising in their wake.

Then Jesper decides to talk, and Kell's focus is broken. Suddenly, he's aware of his position on the bed, of the weird angle that he looks at Jesper. Kell blinks, then burns deep, dark red of embarrassment. Heat draining from him faster than it bloomed.

This is a very bad idea. his mind screeches. You really don't know what you are doing, do you? If you're going to ruin it like that, you'd might as well not start at all.

"I..." Kell starts. He trips over his words, breaks, closes his eyes for a moment, before he's able to continue. Sounding all defeated now. Well, it was nice while it lasted. "It is a very unlikely situation to ever happen to me."

It still sounds better than I have no idea.

You're really way over your head in it.
blackeyedprince: (never)

[personal profile] blackeyedprince 2023-01-08 04:08 am (UTC)(link)
Kell is a bundle of contradictions. That's his secret. He can be horny and insecure at the same time. He's just talented like that. As fast to grasp at what he wants, as he is to convince himself he can't or shouldn't have it.

But the hands on his chin, the touch, the heat, is enough to draw Kell back. His gaze glazing over into focus to fix on Jesper. The red stays, it flows even lower, staining Kell's neck in small drops and pools of colour, but his eyes have the fire in them again. I want you These three words are enough for the flames to rise up under his skin. So little, and yet so much.

"I do" Kell licks his lips, finding them parched again. "I do want you back."

Because, saints, does he want now! As if any of this was less confusing. The whole mess of his own wants and reactions. There's no denying that desire is there. Under the tangle of ... well, everything else.

Then Jesper kisses him, fierce and hungry, and there's little else - nothing really - that Kell can focus on from that moment. Then there's weight on hips, that pushes him down into the mattress, tears a low moan from his lips, as Jesper climbs him, his long fingers sliding down Kell's chest setting his skin alight. Kell's arms go round Jesper's shoulders touching, mapping all over his bare back. His whole body arching upward.

"Show me"
blackeyedprince: (longing)

[personal profile] blackeyedprince 2023-01-08 05:43 am (UTC)(link)
Thing is, Kell is not a virgin. He had his share of fun times while growing up. More or less awkward. More or less actually pleasant. Some he even remembers fondly. Then, there was Lila. It's more a question of character. Of what he lets himself to want or do. This has been a severely limited list for such a long time. With the most of what he truly wanted off the list entirely. It will be difficult to ditch the habit. He's barely even aware of it now.

But Kell's definitely not shy or timid, when he finally lets himself do things. Once he does, he doesn't feel the need to hold back, so yes, that makes him quite expressive in his reactions. The kiss works wonders. Jesper soon has Kell kissing back with renewed fervour. As if they never stopped.

Then there are many things Kell doesn't know about himself. Like the startled gasp he makes when Jesper all but falls down on him, cornering him like he did at the door. A gasp that quickly turns into another moan. Nigh impossible to say if it's the denied kiss, the friction, or Jesper's lips on his neck, that has drawn it, and a quick stream of its successors.

Kell throws his head back, eyes shuts, as he exposes more of his throat for Jesper to devour. Arching his chest up into the sensation of Jesper's tongue on his quickly hardening nipples. His hips into the teasing hand. There can be little doubt what Jesper's touch does to him.
blackeyedprince: (mmm)

[personal profile] blackeyedprince 2023-01-08 08:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Part of it is that Kell really didn't get as much sex as he'd like to in the last ... eh... few months? Too stressed, depressed, angry, confused, and generally miserable to seek it. Between the Heralds' thing, Lunar Pond disaster, the nightmares, he just wasn't in the mood. And then there were other things, more private and personal, that kept him from even trying to think about the thing.

The other part, is that Kell's really that intense. Once he committed to something, he really goes all in. Head first, no stops.

Here, on this trip, his intentions are more like the latter. He's done with misery. Kell didn't actively seek an occasion for a hook-up. That's really not his style. But wasn't planning to miss such a pretty chance when it presented to itself to him. A very handsome chance. And very skilled one as it turns out.

Kell works great under clear direction. It all goes smoother when he doesn't have much to mull over. It's better when he doesn't have to think at all. A small, disappointed sigh escapes him when Jesper moves away to undress. But the view makes it up tenfold. Kell openly stares at the other man's naked body. How could he not to? It's perfect. He wants to put his hands all over it, and not only his hands.
Kell's eyes glide over Jesper's cock. He licks his lips, briefly musing how it would feel to touch it, to taste it. Jesper did ask him before what the wants. This might be one of those things. But he doesn't only stare, he moves further up just as Jesper instructed, and he's well awarded for it.

He only grows aware how tight and restrictive his own pants now feel when Jesper removes them from him, freeing Kell's now very hard cock. Strong hands urge his legs apart as Jesper slides between them with effortless ease. Soon Kell is back on moans and whimpers, with Jesper's lips everywhere but where he wants them most. But Jesper is a very indulgent lover, and he clearly reads the sings of Kell's body better than Kell himself. So of course he asks the right question.

"Yes" Kell's reply is a long moan. A please wouldn't hurt. "Please." But he hasn't finished yet. "And I want my mouth on you too."

Later. Now he's all shivering with anticipation for Jesper's mouth on him. He is, after all, a rather selfish prince.
blackeyedprince: (never)

[personal profile] blackeyedprince 2023-01-09 02:25 pm (UTC)(link)
The drag of Jesper's tongue on his cock makes Kell's toes curl, blood thundering through his veins. His fingers find their way to sink into Jesper's hair.

Saints, he's good.

All those dramatics risk making him look as if he'd never got a proper blow-job before. It would have been a very wrong conclusion. But there are good blow-jobs and there are exquisite. It's not difficult to divine from Kell's reactions what he thinks about the current one. Jesper has only just started, and he's already reduced Kell to a puddle of barely coherent mess. At a risk of completely melting into the sheets if this continues.

"A...aha--anything?" Kell regains enough control over his tongue to ask a question of his own. Now that you got him talking, he'd never stop. "It's a dangerous thing to promise to a magician."

A selfish, princeling magician, who'd like nothing more than to be indulged, praised and pampered, filled to the brim and brought to senseless ecstasy. That's a side of him that Kell rarely explores. He's the responsible one, the strong and powerful Antari. But under skilled hands - and tongue - of a total stranger, who knows nothing of his past, his role, his former and current duties, it feels safer to let go. If only for one night. Kell already feels - though he's not that fast to admit it, even to himself - that he'd rather like to make it more than one night. Improbable, yes, but wouldn't it be nice.
blackeyedprince: (longing)

[personal profile] blackeyedprince 2023-01-14 12:03 am (UTC)(link)
Gorgeous people who are well aware of their own attractiveness have unfair advantage. The moment their eyes meet, Kell fells victim of this advantage. The long stare, content and confident, that Jesper gives him would have been enough to boil his blood. But the view, the fact that this stunning man looks at him like that while slowly, decadently licking and sucking his cock? As if he was the best thing in the world. Which, honestly, and Kell is very aware of it, he is not. But it leaves no space for any such thoughts in his mind. Apart from the one about how fucking hot Jesper looks when he stares at him like that.

And then Jesper has the audacity to taunt him even more. As if he hasn't already wrapped Kell around his ... no, not finger, rather his inhumanly talented tongue. Kell's eyes fly open at Jesper suggestion. Desire flashes his vision all white. Fuck his mouth? Saints! He wants to fuck him everywhere now, but there? That sounds divine. It makes Kell's hips buck involuntarily.

He has no time to respond. No time to react even, no time for words or even a single grunt. Kell sucks in air through his teeth when Jesper descends down on him as if he was holding back right until this point and only now lost all control over his own hunger. As if Kell's cock somehow was the greatest delicacy the world can offer and Jesper just could not stop himself from devouring it.
Kell feels more than hears Jesper moan against his overstimulated hardness. The vibrations threatening to send him over the edge any second. Blanking his brain with every tiny rumble.

There's not a single conscious thought left in his mind. Nothing other than the raging lust, the crushing imperative to thrust deep between those luscious lips, shoot hot cum down his throat and have Jesper take it all.
Kell takes Jesper guiding his hand into his hair as a permission to do exactly that. His grip tightens on Jesper's silky locks. Pull gentle but firm. Expecting, asking, rather politely requesting that Jesper kindly relinquishes all control to him, and lets Kell fuck his mouth deep, as deep as he wants to fill him.
Edited (change of icon) 2023-01-14 00:04 (UTC)

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