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Jesper Fahey ([personal profile] itookashot) wrote2022-01-31 12:16 pm

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ordinar: (♛ 061)

[personal profile] ordinar 2024-06-15 05:13 am (UTC)(link)
Their relationship has evolved over the centuries, but its core is immutable. They care about each other deeply, as friends, as lovers, as two people whose lives have intertwined. Between them, sex is a comfortable space they can come back to, a shared adventure, a form of conversation.

Where Jesper leads, Wilhelm follows. Laughing like they're still the teenagers they were when they first met, he lets him pull him into the shade of the tree. As his clothes fall off, he shivers in anticipation, head lolling, secret smile curving his lips. He crashes into the kiss, tongue tracing Jesper's perfect pout.

"It makes me feel horny," he laughs. With Jesper naked and wrapped around him, it's impossible not to touch him all over, and Wilhelm helps himself to his lean thighs, a handful of his ass. He curls his fingers in Jesper's mouth, taken in by the hollowing of his cheeks. After all this time, Jesper still has the power to render him speechless.

But not for long, not yet. He smiles into another kiss, sweetness edged with hunger.

"Bend over first. But don't stop looking at me, Jes."
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[personal profile] ordinar 2024-06-20 10:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Wilhelm lets Jesper envelop him, and folds into him, because he needs it — the comfort of another's warmth, the reminder that he's not alone. It's not enough to stop hot tears from spilling out, but Jesper doesn't need to stop them. He just needs to make space for them.

"He should've had more time to figure out what he wanted. He should've had a choice."

His heart stings, knowing that Kelson would have chosen to return home. He made no secret of it. He had always wanted to go back to his kingdom, his duties, his royal cage. He found purpose in it, without which he felt unmoored. He didn't know who he was without his crown. And Wilhelm, he'd hoped to show Kelson that he could find purpose in this fresh start too. He wanted to be by Kelson's side while he learned who he could be outside of his mother's expectations.

Now, he's just gone.

"I couldn't help him," Wilhelm cries into his knees. "I couldn't help him. I couldn't make him happy."
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[personal profile] ordinar 2024-06-24 03:29 am (UTC)(link)
As Jesper turns and poses himself against the tree, Wilhelm's hands stay on him, draping his hip, snaking around his waist to trace the jutting bone. He grants a playful little spank when Jesper wiggles his ass at him. He drags the weight of his gaze over his body and drinks him in. After all this time, he's still awestruck.

"Can you be patient for me, my love?" The question hums low in his throat, husky and honeyed.

Bringing his spit-slicked fingers to Jesper's entrance, he glides over the tight muscle without inserting himself yet. With desire heating his blood and hazing his brain, a part of him wants nothing more than to slide into Jesper and fuck him silly against the tree. But he knows how sweet it is to prolong this rush, to balance on the edge of release until the last possible second — and then plunge all at once into something fuller, deeper, breath-stealing.

So pulling Jesper's hips toward him, Wilhelm nestles his shaft against the cleft of his ass and thrusts into a slow rhythm. His cock, like his fingers before, glides over Jesper's entrance to tease him with friction.
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[personal profile] ordinar 2024-06-28 10:11 pm (UTC)(link)
It hurts to wonder what might have been if they'd only had more time to grow it, and it hurts to imagine Kelson crammed back into royal life, obligated by duty to one day marry and have heirs and forget all about him. It hurts to face each morning, knowing that time will only take him farther away from Kelson and the days they shared.

Time will dull the hurt too. He knows this, because he used to cry over Simon and flay himself on daydreams about could've beens, until one day he realized he hadn't really thought about Simon in a little while, and then the name came only with a ripple of sadness instead of a whole tidal wave. But Wilhelm doesn't want to be healed, he wants to be loved, and be in love.

He grabs onto Jesper's arm, keeping him there. You gave him something beautiful while he was here. He holds onto that, hopes it's true.

After a little while, Wilhelm smudges away what's left of his tears and jokes in a small, hollow voice, "How come this is the longest lasting relationship I've ever been in?"

It comes out more mournful than he meant.
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[personal profile] ordinar 2024-06-30 10:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Wilhelm bites his lip as a grin breaks across his face. It's a game they play, Jesper throwing himself headlong into his impatience, trying to pull him in with him, and Wilhelm pretending he has the patience to resist. He lets Jesper get away with it for a moment, hitching his hips so that the head of his cock comes to rest against Jesper's hole.

But he still won't push in, and he grabs Jesper's hands to pin them against the tree. Rough enough to jolt him with excitement, gentle enough to avoid scraping his palms on the bark. The movement forces him flush against Jesper's spine, sweat and anticipation sticking them together.

"Be good," Wilhelm murmurs, brushing his shoulder blade with kisses. Messy, wet, hot with his breath. Slowly, he pushes his hips to keep teasing Jesper with the hard heat of his cock. A groan melts from his mouth against Jesper's bronzed skin as his desire burns hotter.

"Can't you be good for me?"
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[personal profile] ordinar 2024-07-04 08:24 pm (UTC)(link)
By this he meant them — him and Jesper. His relationship with Simon imploded before it ever really got off the ground, and now his relationship with Kelson has been abruptly cut short, all after just a few fleeting months. Jesper has been a constant fixture in his life for almost two years now. A little more than friends but not quite love; even friends with benefits feels too flippant for how much Jesper means to him.

It's not like he wishes he could actually fall in love with Jesper. He doesn't have hundreds of years to stamp out the jealousy that would inevitably scorch him. Love would just make a huge mess of everything.

He just wishes there could be someone else who stays for once.

"I know." He rubs Jesper's arm to let him know he's not taking him for granted. "I know. Thank you, Jes."

That's one thing that's different this time: he's not alone. When Simon told him he didn't want to be anybody's secret, Wilhelm was left with nobody he could talk to about what he was carrying. Soon after, he found himself in Thorne, where he knew nobody and knew what to do even less. He'd never felt more alone in his life.

It's nice, having someone to lean against now.
Edited 2024-07-04 20:30 (UTC)
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[personal profile] ordinar 2024-07-04 08:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Watching Jesper come undone for him, unraveling as fast as the music that spins around the wedding celebration, collapsing to what beats at his core — raw desire, as breath-taking as any vein of crystal shot through rock — it lights something in Wilhelm. It sharpens his own wanting to an excruciating edge on which he can stay balanced only for so long.

As he rubs his shaft over Jesper's hole, treacherously sweet and slow, and he drags his palms along his bronzed arms, from wrist to crook to bicep, Wilhelm's desire too emanates out of him in waves of transfigurative power. Overhead, the leaves burst from late spring green to autumn reds and oranges. They fall off while still in the height of their brilliance, drifting around the wedding guests who exult in the miracle of it.

"Beautiful," he sighs into Jesper's shoulder. His hands are back on his hips, petting him, soothing him.

Taking him — finally bending to his pleas, Wilhelm pushes inside in one slow steady thrust. A groan rises up from somewhere deep. His breath sinks and swells as he settles into a rhythm, firm and full but not rushed. Not yet.

"Is this what you wanted?"
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[personal profile] ordinar 2024-07-18 10:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Their bodies were not made for each other, maybe, but they have molded to each other over time, like two trees that have grown side by side over the centuries, each one's branches making space for the other's. Although Wilhelm knows Jesper's body by heart — the contours of his limbs entwined with his own, the fit of his heat wrapped around him — this deep familiarity has never worn out the thrill of these moments they share.

It gets harder to talk as pleasure engulfs him, white-hot flames licking his insides. His breath sags into sweltering groans, his hips push hungrily against Jesper, and his fingers drift down the jutting V of bone to palm at his cock. The world narrows to Jesper, or Jesper amplifies to occupy the whole of the world. Everything else, the flurry of wedding revelers, the current of scarlet leaves, fades away at its edges.

"Jes—" Breathlessly, with eyelashes fluttering low. "I need you...to look at me."

The now naked branches stretching over them begin to bud again, soft green potential at their tips. With each thrust they swell bigger, until one starts to split, then another.
ordinar: (♛ 055)

early july

[personal profile] ordinar 2024-07-18 11:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Hey, Nocwich weekend is coming up... :)

Want to come with me when I get a tattoo?
ordinar: (♛ 012)

[personal profile] ordinar 2024-07-19 10:04 pm (UTC)(link)
I knew you'd say yes.

I want a frog.
ordinar: (♛ 049)

[personal profile] ordinar 2024-07-22 09:02 pm (UTC)(link)
No, YOU should get a pigeon obviously.

Frogs are cute.

And they represent change and growth. At least they did when I was a god.
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[personal profile] ordinar 2024-07-23 11:29 pm (UTC)(link)
So you can think about me all the time.

It's because I've been here for 2 years. I feel like I should commemorate it somehow.
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[personal profile] ordinar 2024-07-24 10:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[It's not meant to be romantic, it's just Jesper being his usual charming self. And if anything, Wilhelm had started it, this toothless flirting. But still, nearly two months after he woke up in the crater and realized that Kelson was nowhere to found, it feels like leaning on an injured leg wrong. So he just...moves on in the conversation.]
Hell yeah. So I'm hearing you say it will be your treat?

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