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Jesper Fahey ([personal profile] itookashot) wrote2022-01-31 12:16 pm

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ordinar: (♛ 018)

[personal profile] ordinar 2024-02-05 04:05 am (UTC)(link)
No, I meant...I'm grateful for your advice, and for always supporting me, but it's not just that.

You helped me be more comfortable with myself.
ordinar: (♛ 002)

[personal profile] ordinar 2024-02-09 03:27 am (UTC)(link)
Should I pass along your mailing address?
a_better_man: (d!mat who me)

[personal profile] a_better_man 2024-03-15 12:16 am (UTC)(link)
I consider the border closure of Nocwich to be a personal insult and offense to both of us.

I hope this doesn't last long.
a_better_man: (d!mat who me)

[personal profile] a_better_man 2024-03-15 06:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Aye, you and me both!

I didn't even know anything had happened till the end! And things always happen, they've never shut us out before.

Do you think it'll be the same next month?
a_better_man: (d!mat really don't like this)

[personal profile] a_better_man 2024-03-15 08:37 pm (UTC)(link)
This is why I hate politics. Part of it anyhow. Always ends up affecting folks like us that haven't got anything to do with anything.

Pretty sure there's been more than one war in my world from one kingdom marching into another and demanding something. It just never goes well.
a_better_man: (d!mat gotta be kidding me)

[personal profile] a_better_man 2024-03-18 12:23 am (UTC)(link)
I'm still not entirely sure what their complaint was in the first place.

I know. I love the Horizon, I'm there nightly. But as real as it feels, I always know it's not. There's something different about being in the real world together. And we only got it the one weekend anyhow.

I'm going to be all out of sorts!
a_better_man: (d!mat who me)

[personal profile] a_better_man 2024-03-19 02:45 am (UTC)(link)
All governments are the same. They're all just strutting about, trying to be the loudest in the play yard. Be they man, wolf, or other. And they'd all rather pass responsibility on to someone else.

I suppose in the meantime we'll just have to make sure we get in even more Horizon time, to make up for it. But I am in agreement, this had best not last long.
a_better_man: (d!mat gotta be kidding me)

[personal profile] a_better_man 2024-03-23 12:56 am (UTC)(link)
And why were we asked during a wild fete? I was so far gone I didn't even know what I was being asked! I was there to drink and smoke strange things and fuck strangers, not mediate in a political crisis!

Apparently it is. Least it's just mad weather, I suppose.
a_better_man: (d!mat who me)

[personal profile] a_better_man 2024-03-26 10:31 pm (UTC)(link)
or could at least pass for sober.

my manor had a snowstorm inside of it. terribly inconvenient. and the animals are all out of sorts.
a_better_man: (d!mat who me)

[personal profile] a_better_man 2024-03-31 01:09 am (UTC)(link)
Most of them should be fine, but I'll take you up on that for Gizmo. Poor fellow's a wreck. Just make sure he can't get at any food or water, they don't agree with him.
kobes: ([star] hopeful)

cw: vague internalized transphobia

[personal profile] kobes 2024-05-12 04:26 am (UTC)(link)
"Mmmm-hm, excellent," Koby mumbles against Jesper's lips, the warm, bright starlight emanating from him flaring brighter at the word boyfriend, even after all this time. One thing that did decrease with time was Koby's awkwardness around the word, around the prospect of romantic connections in general. After several centuries, the rigid categories he'd had for so long had definitely relaxed -- for things like good and evil, but also for what it meant to love adn be loved. Time apart doesn't nullify the fact that here, in Jesper's bed, in his arms, Koby is his, body and soul and heart. It also doesn't make him any less part of the others he's loved over the years, Summoned and human alike -- nor do Jesper's other lovers make Koby doubt that his affection, his devotion is real.

So he pulls Jesper closer, eagerly, tracing the shape of his face, hands trailing down his neck until they're pulled away, pinned in place, making Koby's breath catch in his throat. Even with godlike powers, he's still slight, delicate compared to Jesper, and while he'd never actually want to leave this exact spot, the fact that he can so easily be held in place makes Koby shiver all over. Maybe he likes a little bit of being bossed around, still, okay. Once a soldier, always a soldier.

The familiar feel of his clothes unmaking around him also gets a pleased, eager shiver, Koby's hands curling and uncurling into fists, whole body arching up to try and press against Jesper's. All of eternity and he's still impatient, still greedy. "E-Everything." It's shivery, eager, accompanied by Koby tilting his head back, exposing more of his throat. He's a bit shameless about it too, body starlight-warm to the touch, slightly amorphous until Koby focuses, corporealizes himself.

Being made of starlight means he can fairly easily alter his physical shape, chest smooth or rounded, hips narrow or curved. Subtle changes, practiced over the centuries, though Koby often just defaults to how he was when he and Jesper first met. When he was touched for the first time, when Jesper firmly told him that nothing about his anatomy made him less of a man, when Koby's deepest-held insecurities melted away. It's this shape he has now, legs spread to bracket Jesper's hips, shivery and eager and ready. "But, um. Start with g-getting inside me, please. Now."
ancunin: (pic#16696145)

a week after they get back from the crater

[personal profile] ancunin 2024-05-15 08:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Hello, darling.

I've no idea how much you recall of our little eight hundred year shared hallucination, however -
I remember that you were quite kind to me, perhaps even when I had done nothing to deserve such kindness.
If you recall none of this, well, there's no need to reply to this message.
I only wanted to say - thank you.

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